There is nothing i can do anymore. Repeated problems makes killing the hope slowly now nothing left to moving me forward.Sometimes i want to ended up all this but commitments holding me.
In the metamorphosis story written by franz kafka. In that story a character named groger samsa. He dreamed one day his loan and debt will end and enjoying the life how he wanted but sadly in the end...
Thats how my life going didn't enjoyed from my childhood. always broken dreams.
Everytime i changed my dreams because of my problems cant allow me to follow passions.
I always look others and think will one day my life also normal as them? i didn't even think to become rich but normal life with peace.
Finally everything broken my dreams and my passion. I don't think i can be a normal as used to be before all this happen.
I thought i escaped from the darkness but i don't a permanent dark place waiting for me.